february love and blues

hello 2026!

01/01/2026 20:13

today is the first day of the year.

i passed out last night after getting back home from our new year's eve dinner with family.

i woke up early to look at my phone and fell back asleep.

i got up around 1 pm and ate lunch. i also had matcha.

mom helped in changing my bed sheets and i cleaned my table and vanity.

i took a shower.

i ate spam rice soba noodles for dinner.

03/01/2026 14:47

i finally started writing on my muji journal. the fresh new notebook is real.

top songs of the month:

1. purple rain

2. end of beginning

3. tate mcrae

foodie:

1. steak

2. kimchi

3. salted egg

december

switching to analog.

depression / isolation

death note analysis.

monster reaction + germany  

not much november

 music, movies, rotting

october overview

i shouldn't dwell on it. it doesn't define me they say. but still, my worth is tied to it. i feel burnt out. i don't wanna do my pending tasks as much as it is eating me up. i feel like keeping up my momentum but i can't do it right now.