hello 2026!

01/01/2026 20:13  

today is the first day of the year.  

i passed out last night after getting back home from our new year's eve dinner with family.  

i woke up early to look at my phone and fell back asleep.  

i got up around 1 pm and ate lunch. i also had matcha.  

mom helped in changing my bed sheets and i cleaned my table and vanity.  

i took a shower.  i ate spam rice soba noodles for dinner.    

03/01/2026 14:47  

i finally started writing on my muji journal. the fresh new notebook is real.    

top songs of the month:  

1. purple rain  

2. end of beginning  

3. tate mcrae    

foodie:  

1. steak  

2. kimchi  

3. salted egg

december

switching to analog.

depression / isolation

death note analysis.

monster reaction + germany  

not much november

 music, movies, rotting

october overview

i shouldn't dwell on it. it doesn't define me they say. but still, my worth is tied to it. i feel burnt out. i don't wanna do my pending tasks as much as it is eating me up. i feel like keeping up my momentum but i can't do it right now. 

dear october,

it's wednesday. the first of october. i can't believe september just passed. i don't miss it at all. it's seasonal depression and i hate it here. let's hope for a good and hopeful october anyway.