summer back in the homeland. i'm out of words as i'm writing this as it's been a long time since i've written my thoughts and feelings down on my journal.
my mind feels like in a haze. i blame it on my new medication that i've been taking since last april. one takeaway from it is that i can finally swallow tablets.
frustration from the war of not being able to ship my small tablets. anger towards corrupt people in the country. the inconvenience of everything and having to see the other's perspective of why they are the way they are.
sociology. psychology. architecture.
people don't care unless it happens to them.
consuming words and ideas and putting them on my watch later.
ideas and creativity that i see on my feed that should've been mine and could've thought of first.
the monetization of every hobby, passion, and everything.
the reality that no matter how philosophical you are about life, your clothes aren't going to fold itself.
putting words and thoughts randomly to each other in hopes i relate them together.